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Haha sorry guys and girls, I think that if I don;t get too much depression in the UK< you can expect random entries at this place. I am leaving! See boss, I don't whine and I don't feel like crying or nostalgic 6 hrs before I go to the airport you know... Going there at 6am in the mornign seriously defies natural cycle of life and I am certainly not pleased with the prospect of few people to send me off HAHAHA ok pardon my big ego but yes I still think it will die down quite badly after I have come to realize my inadequacies and accept that I don;t fit in...

Went for supper with classmates earlier and this guy at the counter went "Hey dude how are u!" "fine...?" Ahhh the angmoh land, tt's wad we call it. I am supposed to be sleeping now since I am supposed to be fresh tomorrow, but I am still sticking to my initial concept of following the British clock when I sleep. In other words, I am supposed to only sleep at about 3am, which is not a very attractive prospect considering I will wake up 2 hours later. I am feeeling so tired now with all the hectic packing (which is finally done) and catching up with people and doing random things before I go that it seems like yesterday since my last blog post.

On a side note, Kboxing rocks! Quite a good turnout actually :) With Kangya being our stefanie sun (wo men yong yuan zhi chi ni!) It will be at least 10 more months before another Kbox session, "who's the boss" and even sessions of Jack Josie, in which ironically will be somehow missed if I do get too isolated in the land far far away. PLeaseee whoever is involved in those 3 things I mention above (with least priority on the latter), make sure that we meet up kae? There's a new facebook group for councilors and personally I don't think it was a fantastic idea since our own group is dead, and this blog barely surviving hahaha thanks Chings and Kangya for tagging! Why don u blog ah :P

Alright then, I am feeling tired now. It shouldnt be too long before entries of school comes here. This's what listening to everyone talk about their uni life and crashing nus brings about: missing lessons. Gosh I cant believe I'll ever say that. I can't find anyone to talk to online anyway... maybe they are sleeping now so that they can wake up early tomo! Such big ego isn't it? It is really inflated by you guys. I told myself I will burst tt big ego before I go though I know tt doesn';t make sense.

Tired. Sleepy. I'll miss my bed. and my buddies' love;y invest present. They will be so sad tt it wont go with me to the UK

ciaoz

the road ahead

June 10 2007

That was the last time any councilor last had an entry here. Slightly more than 2 years have passed since the picture at the top right hand corner was 1st taken. the years gone by, the experiences, the memories, are captulated in the photos tt I browse through sometimes, jus for reminiscence.

The past 9 mths have been a period where some of us have just stayed where we are, looked around our surroundings, holding on to the ppl we care for, hoping tt nothign will ever change, tt time will stop, tt we will be happily stuck in this comfort zone forever. no more anxieties, no more loneliness, just being content with the state of affairs...

Those days are gone, aren't they?

I will never spend 9 mths doing nothing ever again. I will never b able to go back to RJ n relive everything again. It happened so quickly and time has just flown by and I just cannot believe I will be leaving the ppl here to go away.

I will miss u guys (n girls :P)

tt's of cuz... if u do still come here to see the blog